happy anniversary

i used to be very optimistic because i screwed things up all the time. the only way to deal with the mess was a laugh, the situation could be worse.
as i grow older with a demon that i am responsible for, i am more serious with my life and people around me. i made efforts and things did get better somehow someway. Then i became more negative. because i know, life can't be 100 % great, can't even be 70% great. there must be something i got to be aware of...
i guess i am right, there is always problems n difficulties in our lives.
so what is wrong. nothing is wrong. i just need to be positive but not over positive or over confident about life and appreciate everything that i have and don't have.
nothing should be taken for granted...if we don't cherish them, god will take them away~ anyway....just a random thought.

happy anniversary and congrate fly for the good news...good job...