why live need to be so tided up with this person or that thing...
can it just be 'me"...
i can't really think clearly, logically.
should just be happy and supportive for him.
if you want to gain something, you always have to lose something. that is the rule.
i then have to give up something i love...
i think i am actually feeling very sad!!!!!!!!!
you guys are important to me but i also realized that , you are not my possession. someday, i might have to give up these important people to continue the life that i am looking for!
what the fuck? what's wrong with me????????????????????????
